
Rewriting is an act of the gods, and baby, I am about to ascend to godhood.
I realized that my novel in progress needed to take a different direction. The characters were losing their individual voices.
I was losing my patience, which isn’t saying much because I do not consider myself a patient person.
But in this case, I came to the conclusion to make the book darker, with more instances of self-loathing to help show the transition over time. I wanted to craft a story that made the reader feel like their inner voice had a stage.
So here I am rewriting and changing scenes.
Honestly, I am terrified that I won’t finish this book in 45 days, but I have also been able to do amazing things in the past.
So what did I do today?
I reworked several scenes and deleted some things.
I took a nap, because I wanted to give up.
My head currently hurts and I am hungry.
Word count: 16,402 words
See you tomorrow, friends.