What a perfect day for another emotional breakdown. Today, I am glad my therapist doesn't follow my blog. But it's only a matter of time before she finds me here as well. I cried, I laid in bed, I blushed as I listened to another smutty book with a scene I did not know I… Continue reading Day 40 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 39 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I feel like I have failed. Theoretically, I know, not waiting for motivation or inspiration when it comes to writing is a very wise way of going about your craft. Reality is different. In reality, I am struggling with feeling like I give a damn about this story and what the characters feel. My poor,… Continue reading Day 39 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 38 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I didn't write anything today. No, I didn't give up on writing this book. I did, however, take a break from writing to think about what I wanted as a person and a writer. It's interesting to me that a simple story can make me question my self-worth, while another can make me feel worthy.… Continue reading Day 38 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 37 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I wish I had good news to tell you, but I don't. I am not going to finish this book in the next few days. Part of me feels extremely disappointed, but I also feel proud. My best friend told me to quit this challenge a few weeks ago because of how depressed and stressed… Continue reading Day 37 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 36 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
"May the words find you when you least expect it." This little phrase is what I keep repeating to myself. And I have tried a new strategy today. I write out the dialogue and then go back to add the words that make it feel like the words matter. This process works out because it… Continue reading Day 36 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 35 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I have ten days left, and I didn't want to write today. Most of the day was spent recovering from, going to bed around 4 am. I went on a walk and then took a nap. It's funny how a day of taking care of myself feels like nothing got down. I read "Everything is… Continue reading Day 35 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 34 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Today was a slow day. Okay, that is rubbish, I can tell you all the things I am doing wrong with this book and about one thing I am doing right. I could also break down how my schedule got so far behind and what I needed to do to fix the problem. Even if… Continue reading Day 34 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 33 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I want to take a nap. To make all the words in my head fall out of my head and land on paper. Many of the stories in my head have a hard time transitioning from my imagination to reality. Now, as I write my little report, I understand that I need to keep going.… Continue reading Day 33 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 32 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
If I missed a day and just took it to rest, would that be so bad? Something funny about deadlines is how much I use them to get work done, and how much I struggle with them. I want my work to be perfect, for it to shine like no other, but with a deadline,… Continue reading Day 32 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 31 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
My head hurts. I have elevation sickness, and my head hurts so badly. So I only had a bit of writing done today. So what did I do today? Self-care. I ate, showered, tried to rest. I did get a bit of chance to write, but my headache was too much for me to write.… Continue reading Day 31 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Jona Nightingale 