I have this weird feeling in my heart of falling in love with a place for the first time. Traveling has always been a love of mine and for the past few months as I have hopped from one plane to the next, I have wondered if I would ever find another place I felt… Continue reading Day 43 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
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Day 42 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
There is something special about taking a break. Now, I wake up to find the world is a pleasant place. Which is comical since I am sure the world feels like it's going to shit. Let me tell you something interesting about taking your self away from work to be with yourself, it is terrifying.… Continue reading Day 42 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 41 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I feel a lot better today. Like my soul has recognized that there is peace over the horizon. I didn't cry today, or at least I do not remember crying today. Sometimes I am not present in my body and it operates without me. It is normally on days when the trauma is too load… Continue reading Day 41 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 40 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
What a perfect day for another emotional breakdown. Today, I am glad my therapist doesn't follow my blog. But it's only a matter of time before she finds me here as well. I cried, I laid in bed, I blushed as I listened to another smutty book with a scene I did not know I… Continue reading Day 40 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 39 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I feel like I have failed. Theoretically, I know, not waiting for motivation or inspiration when it comes to writing is a very wise way of going about your craft. Reality is different. In reality, I am struggling with feeling like I give a damn about this story and what the characters feel. My poor,… Continue reading Day 39 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 38 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I didn't write anything today. No, I didn't give up on writing this book. I did, however, take a break from writing to think about what I wanted as a person and a writer. It's interesting to me that a simple story can make me question my self-worth, while another can make me feel worthy.… Continue reading Day 38 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 37 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I wish I had good news to tell you, but I don't. I am not going to finish this book in the next few days. Part of me feels extremely disappointed, but I also feel proud. My best friend told me to quit this challenge a few weeks ago because of how depressed and stressed… Continue reading Day 37 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 36 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
"May the words find you when you least expect it." This little phrase is what I keep repeating to myself. And I have tried a new strategy today. I write out the dialogue and then go back to add the words that make it feel like the words matter. This process works out because it… Continue reading Day 36 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 35 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
I have ten days left, and I didn't want to write today. Most of the day was spent recovering from, going to bed around 4 am. I went on a walk and then took a nap. It's funny how a day of taking care of myself feels like nothing got down. I read "Everything is… Continue reading Day 35 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Day 34 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
Today was a slow day. Okay, that is rubbish, I can tell you all the things I am doing wrong with this book and about one thing I am doing right. I could also break down how my schedule got so far behind and what I needed to do to fix the problem. Even if… Continue reading Day 34 of Write a Book in 45 Days Challenge
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